My Life as A Movie.

hello people.

today post is about bully. watched ANTM cycle 15 last few days about an episode which the models need to pose about bully. some of them shared their experiences about being bullied back in high school and it rings my bells. back in high schl, yes i was bullied. my 5years (since form1-5) at schl, i was a living dead body wandering around school. i been purposely picked up as a victim of the mean girls of the school. if only i could had a chance on asking, i would. i was mentally bullied as they called me names. A LOTS of names, i personally deny to recall it back as it is hurts so bad.

the most tearful moment is when i was 14, my classmates founded a whole full of negative writings about me written on the science lab table, that forces me confronting my science teacher, as she thought i was menacing around school leaving other students mad at me. but they were wrong. on the lab's table, they wrote me as a slut, bitch and a whore of the school, the ugliest of the ugly and im not worth to have even a single friends. this event had made me refuses to go to school and as i were afraid to share it to anyone, i just go to school but then i skipped classes and take unappropriated pills tht my friends discover to make u feel better.

i got my friends around me but at that moment, these forces of mean girls are too high at stake. i couldnt just trust anyone at school at that moment of event. then, when i thought mylife is over, there's a savior came to mylife. there's a popular guy frm the boys school ask me on a date. i was naive i said yes and we were dated since then. the mean girls were silence for a while and i was poker face that time. then, the truth reveal as the "date" is just a "bait" to destroy my life. founded that they batted a money to date me and yet again i was been brutalized mentally until i graduated form5.

when i was in senior high (form6) for 1 1/2 year, the bullied is none but bad rumors about me are still on. as a person living 5years in "hell", i get used to it and are smart enough to fight back. i dont like fight-fight back i just smart enough to handle the situation. but the "disease" dont end there as when im now in varsity, the situation is the same, but its differ as varsity kids are smart and mature enough to hear and evaluate a fact or just a rumor.

if anyone of u reading this and now been bullied.... take my story and experiences as ur guideline to success in the mean world. i mean, dont easily believe or trust of peoples around u, and if there are ur friends, they gonna stick with u thru the end no matter if u are wrong. and people who loves to picking up on others, please stop. it is not fun. ur words and actions could turns vital. think this way, wat if its ur brother,sis or in future ur own children in tht place?

all in all....i just happy to share wat i just wrote. so, here is the pic of my fav in the Bullied ANTM Cycle 15 photoshoot. too bad she lose, but congrats Ann the winner! (scroll back up) :D