the earlier post i talked what had happen back then. now, hello present!
DISCLAIMER: as usual, real charac names are change to respect their real id, sensitivity and privacy.
MOREDRAMA today:
part 3 as i love much doesnt goes smoothly as i thought. things just sooooo messy around me. i caught in fight with "sophie" who well...alwys suddenly got mad at me. but this time she reali out the line. she spread feud against me and worst, she able made my other friends in hometown lose contacts with me too. how can i ever forgive her easily eventho she personally apologize to me. she even told them she dont care to hear about me once. easy say, she knw wat she did. its not easy for me to just say "hey i forgive u n lets forget".
"lynn" got a confuse feeling towards "hanafi". to let go or to keep? love triangle are lingering around them. i just dont know how the hell do "lynn" could stand n handle this. she cried all night. but she never gets tired. she reali do love u, "hanafi"....jerk!
as for "sasha" she is soooooo under pressure the fact that she being far with his bf "fariq". its his last year at the states before really graduating. other than that, lets the shady stuff be that way ;)
as for me...its been ups and downs. people talks shit behind me saying an unappropriated stuff about me that totally harm my esteem, confidence, pride, family and friends. thank god friends being supportive all the while.forget wat they said bout me. i know who i am and what they told everybody is FALSE. u dunno me and ur not even my friend, who n how the hell u can say that about me? F them for that. apart from that, the person that with me thru all the ups n downs is my LOVELY MR.G...haha. he is the one for me after all i've been searching, he's actually infront of me. how could we be so blind huh? he's totally the toppest than those i knew before. lets say i wont say much about him that makes me fall in love with him. let it be forever mystery, to keep him special always. just hope we could hold on longer. if not, i hope he's still part of me. LOVE YOU PAPA! ;)
DISCLAIMER: as usual, real charac names are change to respect their real id, sensitivity and privacy.
MOREDRAMA today:
part 3 as i love much doesnt goes smoothly as i thought. things just sooooo messy around me. i caught in fight with "sophie" who well...alwys suddenly got mad at me. but this time she reali out the line. she spread feud against me and worst, she able made my other friends in hometown lose contacts with me too. how can i ever forgive her easily eventho she personally apologize to me. she even told them she dont care to hear about me once. easy say, she knw wat she did. its not easy for me to just say "hey i forgive u n lets forget".
"lynn" got a confuse feeling towards "hanafi". to let go or to keep? love triangle are lingering around them. i just dont know how the hell do "lynn" could stand n handle this. she cried all night. but she never gets tired. she reali do love u, "hanafi"....jerk!
as for "sasha" she is soooooo under pressure the fact that she being far with his bf "fariq". its his last year at the states before really graduating. other than that, lets the shady stuff be that way ;)
as for me...its been ups and downs. people talks shit behind me saying an unappropriated stuff about me that totally harm my esteem, confidence, pride, family and friends. thank god friends being supportive all the while.forget wat they said bout me. i know who i am and what they told everybody is FALSE. u dunno me and ur not even my friend, who n how the hell u can say that about me? F them for that. apart from that, the person that with me thru all the ups n downs is my LOVELY MR.G...haha. he is the one for me after all i've been searching, he's actually infront of me. how could we be so blind huh? he's totally the toppest than those i knew before. lets say i wont say much about him that makes me fall in love with him. let it be forever mystery, to keep him special always. just hope we could hold on longer. if not, i hope he's still part of me. LOVE YOU PAPA! ;)
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